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User:elusivebev (2255979)
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Name:elusivebev
Location:Maryland, United States
Birthdate:1977-05-19
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Bio:FAVORITE QUOTES:

"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." ~Eleanor Roosevelt

"I do not believe that the Good Lord plays dice." ~Albert Einstein

"I can sum up everything I've learned about life in three words: It goes on." ~Robert Frost

"Courage is the power to let go of the familiar." ~Raymond Lindquist

"To see a World in a Grain of Sand
and Heaven in a Wild Flower, Hold
Infinity in the palm of your hand,
and Eternity in an hour."
~William Blake

"Come to the edge,' he said.
They said, 'We are afraid.'
'Come to the edge,' he said.
They came.
He pushed them...
And they flew."
~Peter McWilliams

ABOUT ME:

I am a 26 year old chick who lives in Baltimore City; I work for a CPA firm by day and I tear the town up by night. I have freelanced modeled for 10 years. I am enthralled by God, fashion & design, art and writing. Played sports for 10 years growing up, actually broke some records (he he, I am bragging). I am close to my family and friends, and loathe change. I am Republican. Although I am far from perfect, I am a diehard Christian.

If my friends and family were to describe me they would say I was aloof, intelligent and artistic. If I had to describe myself I would say that I am spiritual, compassionate and creative. I am extremely outgoing and witty around my close friends but, I have a tendency to be very reserved and introspective around strangers, thus the INFP personality. People who meet me for the first time almost always pin me as being stuck-up, and "too good." This really offends me because this couldn't be further from the truth; people just have preconceived notions of those who keep to themselves.

I have this intense insecurity about myself all the while maintaining a very strong confidence. This doesn't make any sense to me.

I have been through a lot in my life, as I am sure so have many of you. I was raised in a blue collar family, 5 kids, and my father was the only one who worked. He was a foreman for an Iron Workers local union in Baltimore City. Time and time again he would unfortunately get laid off, resulting in losing our home. I moved so much growing up that I made a nomad look stable. This developed immense character w/in myself. My 25 year old brother was killed in a tragic accident 7 years ago. He is with God. As a result to all of this madness, I have developed an anxiety disorder that I have been fighting for many years. I am on the road to fully conquering it.

I have a deep love and faith for God. He has kept me sane throughout the years.

I am excited to meet and talk to you--regardless of your faith, sexual preference, race, etc. I have a lot of questions for people who are not similar to me in terms of religion and other factors, so please do not be offended by my inquisition. I am just here to learn.

Interests:141: afterlife, ambience, analyzing, angels, architecture, art, autumn, babalu, babies, barnes n noble, bmw, bubble baths, candles, catwalk, chandelier earrings, charles street, children, chocolate, christ, christmas, coffee shops, cold case files, cold play, compassion, competition, connecting, cooking, counseling, country music, crate & barrel, cream, creativity, dance music, dancing, debates, decorating, deep conversations, deeper meaning, dido, dramas, ecclectic things, editing, eleanor roosevelt, english, faith, fashion & design, fine dining, flee markets, florence, food, football, french manicures, fur coats, gentleness, george strait, giving speeches, grace, grace kelly, gwyneth paltrow, handbags, helping the poor, honesty, ice cream, infp, inspiration, interior design, intuition, jazz, jewelry, kevin spacey, knowledge, learning about myself, lipstick, listening to a piano, long eyelashes, lover lay down, lucinda bassett, mac, makeup artistry, martinis, medium rare steak, modeling, my dog casey, my family, mysteries, nature, nyc, old houses, other cultures, paris, paris hilton, patience, perfume, photography, power, psychology, pumpkin spice, puppies, quotes, relaxing, religion, robert deniro, robert duvall, romance, sade, seafood, seduction, seinfeld, self-improvement books, sensitivity, serenity, shawshank redemption, shoes, shopping, shyness, snow, sociology, soul, spirituality, sports, stars, stilettos, tanning beds, taurus, the 1800's, the beach, the bible, the lord, the mind, the usual suspects, toned tummies, tranquility, van gogh, vanilla scents, vogue, weekends, white lights, wine, wisdom, working out, writing poetry
Schools:None listed
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Account type:Basic Account

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